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  1. I would give anything to see him on True Blood. That would be the most amazing thing that ever happened in the history of ever.
  2. Thank you! I thought those video people were full of crap, but I guess I was wrong. I am soooooo proud of her.
  3. My Dad got Kaylani the Baby Can Read dvds last year and she has been watching it ever since. The kit that you order comes with flash cards and a couple other things, but all we got was the dvd's. Anyway, tonight she was watching it and she read the words ball, hair, and cup. I was so proud I was in tears! I could not believe it. She is only 22 months old! I am so excited I just have to tell everyone.
  4. I saw the ice cream when we went shopping and remembered this post so I got some. It is amazing!
  5. Chocolate Rich and ugly VS Goodlooking and broke (My Dad always says: Why couldn't I have been born rich and ugly instead of broke and so damn goodlooking? He's a goofball.
  6. I found Tales of the Black Freighter in DVD at Big Lots for 3 dollars! I was so excited.
  7. I CANNOT go to bed until I have peaked in on Kaylani. Even if I have just , minutes before, put her in her crib, I STILL have to peak in one more time before I go to my room. It's the last thing I do every night before I lie down.
  8. I am afraid of zombies. It used to be so bad that just watching a zombie movie would make my palms sweat and I would get nauseated. I would have nightmares. So, as a form of therapy, I began to force myself to watch zombie movies, to get over my fear. I can watch them now without being scared, although I sometimes have nightmares. They are rarely "bad" though, and usually I am safe or even a heroine of some sort. Hows that for self help?
  9. I have suffered much abuse also, from those I loved most, but to heel from this you must first forgive. I know that is very hard to do, but it is the only thing that will give you peace from it. Try to look for a reason for the person's mean behavior, try to give them a reason to have been cruel. Sometimes it goes back to abuse for them as well. Abuse begets abuse as a sort of protective device. It is hard to understand, but sometimes it gives you a clear reason for why you were abused. The person doing the abuse was probably abused themselves and vowed never again, so they abuse to make others afraid of them so as not to get abused again. It is so sad, but sometimes it helps you understand and even learn to feel sorry or your abuser. I hope you find some peace in your adulthood. Sometimes this carries on for a very long time into your future and makes you not sure of yourself. You even see yourself as inferior. It is hard to overcome. Until others convince you that you are not stupid or ugly, or whatever those people put into your head to control you, you can't live your life properly. Only when you are forced to realize your own worth can you become the person you were always meant to be. I guess what I am trying to say is, don't let past experiences rule your life for to very long. Don't allow those people to cause you to miss out on something wonderful because you are afraid to pursue it. You are probably "much more" than you have been lead to believe. Don't ever be afraid to be yourself. Follow your own mind and heart despite what others have told you about yourself. Your true spirit will come thru if you listen. Love him absolutely, Sandy Oh hon! No need to worry about me. I do not let these people poison my life by spending my time worrying over the things they have done to me. I simply hate them in passing, taking small amounts of happiness from their pain or misfortune. My hatred of them does not effect me in any way other than that were they to come to harm I would be glad for it. I realize this may sound sinister or a little meanspirited, but this is the way I adapted to hatred, my way of "healing" as you called it. My enemies, once made, last forever with very few exceptions. Most of the people who have been put on my bad side knew what would happen. I am fiercely loyal but I do not take betrayal or purposeful wrongings from those I know. For instance, my mother and I had a family friend, someone we trusted and loved, that my mother worked with, go behind my mother's back and tell lies purposely to get her into trouble at work. She eneded up quitting over the incident. So, my mother had no job, and we had one less friend. Now, as far as I am concerned, she is persona non grata. We were good to her, and she to us up until that point. But what she did was wrong and hurtful. I do not mourn for the loss of her friendship and she knows that she may no longer call on me in a time of need because I would leave her to suffer her fate. I believe that Jane Austen said it best in regards to Mr. Darcy, "Maybe it's that I find it hard to forgive the follies and vices of others, or their offenses against me. My good opinion, once lost, is lost forever."
  10. My overuse of the word hate probably carried over from my teenage years when everything little thing was dramatic and every negative thing was "hated". As a true Scorpio I am a little on the dramatic side anyways, much to my occasional embarrassment.
  11. The fact is that the people I hate have earned it. Scorpios hold grudges and I never forget an insult or injury. For instance, I hate my Mom's abusive boyfriend. I hate the woman I used to work for because she made my life a living hell. I hate my old doctor because he almost killed because he was arrogant. My hatred of people who have wronged me does not make me a bad person. I am a good person who has had the misfortune of being scarred by others who sought to hurt me.
  12. I hate several people. While in this instance it was an exaggeration and only was used to make my point.
  13. You're right. Very jealous and opinionated. I sometimes irrationally dislike strangers, especially movie stars. I hate Jennifer Aniston.
  14. I have a thing for beardy men. I have recently discovered this. I think it began with Gerry and then took over.
  15. We Scorpios are also very loyal and semi-jealous creatures. We take good care of our toys but we don't like to share em.
  16. We Scorpios are the cosmically Bi-Polar sort. My little sister and I are both Scorpios. We fight a lot.
  17. We have had some close calls here in Kentucky. Bad stuff is headed out and we live in a second story apartment so I am a little scared. Kaylani is not scared though. Last time the power went out and she thought it was great. She was running around in the candlelight laughing and talking to her shadow. My little sister is here and we are hunkered down. I got the flashlight and the candles close by. Dad says if the tornado comes and all else fails to bend over, put our heads between our knees and kiss our butts goodbye. LOL. Hugs, Kady
  18. I have seen Gone With the Wind about 200 times
  19. Kaylani is a Leo. I don't really know much about Leos though.
  20. I would kill to be you right now! Oh, my ultimate dream! What I wouldn't give to see that beautiful man in person, to look into those beautiful eyes. To see that smile and it actually be for me, as opposed to seeing it on tv and pretending it is for me. To get close enough to touch any patch of skin or to smell the smallest hint of aftershave. Okay, now I need a cold shower. Anyways, congrats and I am SOOOO jealous.
  21. My dad is a proud pisces. He refers to himself as a water rat all the time. What is odd, though, is that Dale was born premature as a sagitarius but has no traits of a sagitarius. He was supposed to be born a pisces and has many pisces traits. He and my Dad are a lot alike. I think it's funny.
  22. I love you guys! You make me feel better. We had a good day today. Shopping! I am slowly buying new clothes because I have lost so much weight that none of my clothes fit. Kaylani had a cupcake and it was the cutest thing I ever saw. Anyways, thanks for the support. If the weather report is right we are hitting a couple of yardsales tomorrow and then taking Kaylani walking on main st. and getting Baskin Robins. There is a fountain and a park close by we are gonna walk to so she can play.
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